Entry title: beauty through a broken glass.
Date / Time : Dec 1, 2009 / 11:03 AM
Hallo hallo peepos. There's nothing much for me to update on. Bored seyy. Went out with Memel, Hawa Toinkies, One and Pian. Ingat nak watch Astro Boy pat Jurong Point. But it's no longer in cinemas. Boohoo * HEARTBREAK * We ended up in the arcade. Playing games, collecting coupons. At least dapat redeem satu ruler for Hawa. hha. Had dinner at Pizza Hut * BUURP * ooops, excuse me. hha ^^ After sending Hawa home, we headed to Arab Street*SHEESHA * It's really really super duper really addictive. And now, here I am, sitting my lazy ass at Boon Lay Shopping Centre's cyber cafe. Bile ni nak start maen CounterStrike ? Tak sabar ni. hha.
* Why are we waiting ? *
I've been very pissy these past few days. Am I reallyP******T ??
Entry title: sex, love,pain. baby i'll be on that tank shit.
Date / Time : Nov 23, 2009 / 2:53 AM
Hallo hallo. I now at library with Sam's boss; One laa. hha. Been spending the pass hour looking at shit. One's shit laa, not mine kan ^^ I'm left with 5 fuckin minutes before my session ends. Boohoo. Okelaa nak go back nii. Meetin Hawe later. Daaa.
Entry title: Romantic styles in the world
Date / Time : Nov 20, 2009 / 6:26 AM
Hey hey heys. wow, its been really long since I last updated. i got sooo many things to share on. where do i start ? Lemme seee...
I've been really busy with work *fuuuh* Penat tuu sudaa pasti, but at the end of the month, when I take a peek at the numbers on my paycheck, rase macam really puas. AND and and, I'll be a full-timer at St. James officially WEF 1stDecember *Oooo Yeaa* ^^ hha. At least I have a fixed pay.
I finally broke up with Farhan *PHEW* "-.- Terkabul jugak doa hambe. hha. Dun get me wrong, it wasn't because of One or Emre or anyone, it's just because I can't stand him. Everything about him. IRRITATING. I dowanna elaborate more. crapping bout him makes me wanna throw up all over *BLUUEGH* hha ^^
I might be moving to Telok Blangah, with my friends. Dekat siket dengan keje.
Thinking of watching 2012 ? DON'T. Last week, I went to Iluma *with hope thatmy Adidas Bomber Jacket is still on sale* with One-San. We wanted to watch Astro Boy initially, but the posters and everything about 2012 really tempted me. So I gave in to temptation and ended up going home disappointed. The whole fuckin movie didn't make a single fuckin sense. WTH. But okelaa, at least I got to shop a bit. I got Hawe a Domo tee, One a pair of boxers and a shirt, and a Domopurse plus a shirt and a pair of shorts for myself. Cute stuff^^
Oraitey matey-s, I need to chao liao. Nak buat Ondey- Ondeyys. Peedaaa's cumin over later.
P.S To that freako passerby that tagged my board,
Can you kindly stay outta my affairs ? But if crapping anonymously on my tagboard makes you feel good, go on then. WATEVA -.-
Entry title: its a love story, baby just say yes
Date / Time : Oct 20, 2009 / 11:22 PM
Hey im back. that's Mai, if you haven't met him. he's my closest friend in ST21 and he's also Dylangkrott's super duper boyfriend. she'll kill anyone that tries to be funny with him. hha. very protective. more like a personal bodyguard than a girlfriend if you ask me. hha. kidding eyy Dyla. he's a very very very silly person. refer to my tagboard. see the ones from Mai ? from cara perbualan die je, you can easily tell what type of person he is. anyway, i just got back from the poly. nope, im not sick or anything. si Kutu ni yang nak amek certificate. bukan certificate of achievement or anything eyy. MEDICAL CERTIFICATE. hha. i went online pagi tadi pat MSN, skali si Rambo ni pon online. die ajak gi poly, mintak teman amek MC. why not kan ? dari i stay home and do nothing apart from besarkan-ning my eyes, staring into this computer screen non-stop. so i siap-ed and left around 7 gitu. met One pat bawah den proceed to the bustop to meet Mai. Mai pakai punye lahh smart-mamat. mane lahh doctor tak convinced. hha. NSF sumore. Mai, Mai. hha. anyway after the trip to the poly, we went to Aiman's. i had my teh cino *One belanje* and my ondeh-ondehs *Mai belanje*. dapat jugak ondeh-ondeh. hha. we sat down for like an hour then Tall came. he was on lunch break. talked crap with them. from Bohsia tostaircases. hha. Oooops :) ate, drank and smoked. and went home. thought of sending One off at Chinese Garden's MRT station, but he very stubborn and declined my offer *aduhhOne, degil eyy*hha. so i went home, and ta-daa, here i am , talking bull again. hha.
Meetin Aan later. really worried bout his condition. he beeped me, told me that his nose bled. asked him to see a doctor. naseb baek doctor said everything was oke. cume die kurang minom air. hmm. gonna meet him later. Aan ckp nak gi Vivo. maybe nak tengok wayang. after that ingat nak ajak die hangout pat ST21. wanna introduce him to another one of my good friend there, Sakai the Skywalker. hha. den meet Mel and Dyla pat sane sekali. wahh, Zuyaaa got so many dates tonight eyy ? hha. how i wish.
Remember the post i wrote about letting go of either one of the jobs im holding onto right now ? i've decided and here's the big news; IM QUITTING COFFEE CLUB. i haven't break the news to my manager yet. tak sampai hati. they've been soo good too me. im gonna miss them. ohhhh. but takde choice. i have to let go of Coffee Club.Mummeh got a job as a security officer at a library. and she badly wants to work. that'll leave Hawe with no one to look after her. no, you're not gonna to babysit her Mai. no way, oke. hha. so i guess the best solution for this is leaving one of my jobs. haiz. i really love both of my jobs. sayang sungguh nak lepaskan. rase ibarat macam kene lepaskan mataer gitu. no, im not exaggerating. its true. haiz. Boohoo :(
Dyla's burfy is coming up. 25th of October. what shall i get her ? i dunno. let it be a surprise. tapi im not sure if i daa dapat my pay by then. don't worry Dyla, i'll get you something for sure :) i promise you by my pinky. hha.
Entry title: all that's left to do is run
Date / Time : / 3:35 PM
Nah amek kao. this is how i look after work. berbeza sungguh yahh. its 5.30 in the morning and i still can't sleep. going out to Aiman's to have my morning breakfast later. what shall i eat eyy ? teh cino is a must. i think i'll have ondeh-ondeh. macam da lame tak makan ondeh-ondeh. im ohh-soo-hungry, but i macam no appetite to stuff food into my big tummy. im gettin boncet-er and boncet-er everyday. im disgusted by my own self. hha. it's not like i drink every single day. i dunno. i think i'll just have to cutdown on my alcohol intake :/
im meetin Aan later. not sure of the time. i realised that i've been drifting further from you, bby. i know why. you knowwhy. we know why. my jobs. i rarely start my day sending good-morning-messages to you. i rarely end my day sending goodnight-ily-imy-messages to you. cause i'll be sleeping in the morning, head to the toilet straight once i dahh bangun. siap-siap for work, makan siket den i kua for either St. James or IMM. and kadang-kadang, i don't even bother to check my phone. pastu once i finished everything, i head for home. change, take a shower and Zzzz sleep. that's my life. how pathetic.
bby, im really sorry if i've been neglecting you for the past three weeks. i spent more time with my girls than you on my off days. im sorry to keep you waiting for my calls or messages. im sorry if i prioritize my jobs over you. im sorry over what happened yesterday. im sorry if i hurt you in anyway. im sorry for shouting at you over the phone. im sorry if my attitude is killing both you and our relationship. im really sorry for everything. i just hope things will be back like it used to be when we first started our relationship.
I missed you. i missed those times. i missed going out with you. i missed the trips to the libraries. i missed going to West Coast park with you. i missed seeing you in your uniform. you know how much i love seeing you in your uniform. hha. i missed hanging out with you and my girls at the red chair. remember when you always pretended to feel tremors when Dyla sat on the chair ? hha. yea, i missed that too. in fact, i miss every single thing that we do together. even the tiny little bit counts.
Entry title: romeo save me, i've been feeling so alone
Date / Time : / 9:49 AM
Just woke up, beeped Mel and she's at the pondok. not sure who she's with. wanted to turon, but they're not ton-ning. haiz. sumone, sumone, sumone please help me make up my mind. im in a state of confusion. love is flying all around, and I nid to get hold of it, before it flies any further. but what if i caught the wrong one ??
